As I read his journal, Markings, I am surprised to find that Dag Hammarskjold, who was constantly surrounded by people, often writes of his deep, inner loneliness. However, I notice that when this Swedish diplomat is sailing with friends and is invigorated by the joy of the wind and the waves, his loneliness dissipates. He describes his experience beautifully.
With all the powers of your body concentrated in the hand on the tiller, All the powers of your mind concentrated on the goal beyond the horizon, You laugh as the salt spray catches your face in the second of rest Before a new wave – Sharing the happy freedom of the moment with those who share your responsibility. So – in the self-forgetfulness of concentrated attention – the door opens for you into pure living intimacy, A shared, timeless happiness, Conveyed by a smile, A wave of the hand. (96) The simplicity and enjoyment of the unguarded, exhilarating moment opens a door “into pure living intimacy”. This is conveyed without speaking, in just a smile or a wave of the hand. In this moment of total absorption, loneliness is banished, and companionship is complete. If you are experiencing loneliness, may you find moments of self-forgetfulness where being absorbed in the present moment opens the door to “pure living intimacy” with those around you and with the One who is your constant companion. Brian Holliday Anam Cara for the Guiding Committee Photo by Andrew Neel on Pexels
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Over the Christmas break, I finally managed to read Dag Hammarskjold’s book, Markings. It has been on my “to read list” for a while. Hammerskjold was the second Secretary General of the United Nations, and as I read his writings he comes across as a driven man, who set very high standards for himself. However, amidst the political turbulence of the Cold War and the violent birth of new nations in the post-colonial era, he sought constantly to keep his inner life centred in God. He wrote in his diary in 1958:
So shall the world be created each morning anew, forgiven – in Thee, by Thee. (163) I imagine him writing those words while preparing to face another day of international negotiations, and to me, after all the tragedy and violence of 2024, those words of hope hold healing power. But it was not a smooth path for Hammerskjold, and I am again touched as he mentions a few pages later his troubled sleep: You wake from dreams of doom and – for a moment- you know: beyond all the noise and gestures, the only real thing, love’s calm unwavering flame in the half-light of an early dawn. (166) As you enter this new year of 2025, may you, like Hammerskjold, sense the freshness of God’s forgiveness creating “each morning anew”, and may you centre yourself in the solace of “the only real thing, love’s calm unwavering flame”. Brian Holliday Anam Cara for the Guiding Committee Photo by Hannah Tims on Unsplash |
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